so far away.

random.

2007-07-06T21:24:00.000-07:00

What did 0 say to 8? - "Nice belt."

Why is 6 afraid of 7? - Because 7 8 9.

What did 2 say to 3 about the unruly 6? - "Don't mind him. He's just the product of our times."

haha from RD July '07! :D
I LOVE OLD CHANG KEE!

random, so lazy to post.

2007-07-04T08:24:00.001-07:00

cute right. :D
okayyyyyyy i am extremely lazy to post. I FOUND MY CHEM PRACT. BOOK IN G2, I'VE BEEN SCREAMING THAT I COULDN'T FIND IT FOR A LONG TIME. :]

i think life's going good. with the exception of e math, i don't get the.. funny graph drawing thing?
i'm listening to Cupid's Chokehold, i still think it's quite annoying. but funny. and yoggi still likes to sing it i think.
i feel happy, i hope you do too. :D

CME lesson, share a thought!

2007-06-28T23:30:00.000-07:00

today, we had CME lessons with Mr. Lee JW.
fascinating.

so we performed share-a-thought ytd right? today something happened.
-during CME-
*tessa's paper gets blown by the fan onto the ground*
denise: EHEHEH NEVERMIND i pick up for you! -grins-
tessa: EH NOOONONONO DON'T STEP ON MY PAPER!!!!!
class & mr. lee: l-a-u-g-h.

you should get it if you watched our share-a-thought on wednesday, about social awareness :)

howwwwww on earth do the Tokyo Kosei Wind tubists make their high notes sound so light and bouncy like air balloon.....

schoooooooooooooooooooooooool. :\

2007-06-25T05:52:00.000-07:00

i survived the first day of school, and from now on i'm sitting right in the front.

say goodbyes to:
1. waving to people who pass by the back door.
2. eating all sorts of thinga-ma-jigs in class.
3. messaging in class (oops.)

(nvm, i'll try to figure out a way some how. ask the professionals!)

sigh too bad, i won't be sitting with denise no longer to listen to her interesting stories haha.

school's back. ohno.

2007-06-24T09:06:00.000-07:00

so it's back to the days of sitting in stuffy classrooms and messaging in class.
damn.

well, least i will see my beloved friends tomorrow :)

:(

2007-06-16T19:40:00.000-07:00

can't stand it.
feel like loser.
o.m.g.

D:

obs. :(

2007-06-16T04:28:00.001-07:00

i missed out on life by not going for OBS..
roarrrrrrrrrr i feel sad and deprived. :\

(hey but IBS was fun too :D)

clinton's some asshole mannnn.

2007-06-15T23:41:00.000-07:00

C's a complete bastard. grr.
but hey, you'll be completely fine. you know we'll always be here for you :)

time passes tooooooo fast, next week's the last week of the hols! roar and i've still got holiday homework. and i dont think i brought home my dumb A math TYS, so dead.

shanna long, what a change...

2007-06-11T23:45:00.000-07:00

today, i talked to my primary school friend. from a long time ago. one i used to run around and play with, like some siao ding dongs.

change.
(though not unexpected.)

random post? in quite some time.

2007-06-08T07:56:00.001-07:00

Dunman High Concert was funny.
by that, i meant sitting with kelley, xiang yi and peilin was funny.

(the concert was pretty boring.)

its a rollar coaster ride.

2007-05-31T10:52:00.001-07:00

it was like a movie.
but everything will be okay.

right?

rollar blading again! with dear jy <3

2007-05-27T08:13:00.001-07:00

i went blading today, and i didn't fall down!
what an achievement.

i'm a pretty decent blader now :D

rollar blading! <3

2007-05-25T00:22:00.000-07:00

today was splendid, rollar blading was splendid!
you know, i think i can actually rollar blade properly now. properly. (kind of)
my legs kind of hurt now, only a little.

and you were always there to catch me when i fell :)

i think i did something wrong again. ohmygod ):

life is hard.

2007-05-17T23:34:00.000-07:00

i think life is hard.
when we have so much to juggle, and so many things that are important to us. we tend to forget some things. and along the way we make plenty of mistakes, some so big you can't turn them around.
i've made a few of those kind of big fat mistakes you can't turn around, those that leave an everlasting bad impression.

maybe one day they can be left behind..

but i'm sorry i did.
because i don't think, and i just do things.

i pray that i never do something so wrong to you, that it ruins everything.
please God, please.

siannnnnnnnnnnn.

2007-05-17T07:43:00.001-07:00

2 detentions & 2 more hours. :]
i think i'll serve an hour after school tomorrow. (ugh)

today was mentally exhausting.
i hope i will work hard for final years.

i can't wait for tomorrow and sunday :)

today, i felt really sad for my friends.
i pray that Yoggi will get help somehow because it's so sad for her (I FEEL PAIN FOR HER !! !! !! ARGH.) , Melon will feel alot happier by tomorrow, and all the people who were unhappy today will feel better by tomorrow.
like, ferind really scared me? heh.

wen

2007-05-15T00:00:00.000-07:00

i never realised. how long i haven't heard your voice over the phone.

i missed you.

and they still drag me down.

2007-05-14T04:56:00.000-07:00

bel came over.
we watched American Pie.
every 2minutes, we either : "OH MY GOD??!!??!!?!?!?!" , "EWWWWWWW.", "SICK." or "-raise eyebrow, frown."
apple pie anyone? :]

we talked the talk.
i have things to think about. but i don't want to, because i don't know how.

but, at the very least:
i'm sorry B.O.B, for doing the stupid things i do. i'm sorry. sorry probably isn't enough, but just know that i am.

learning journey, sorry rmr lee.

2007-05-11T21:04:00.000-07:00

i feel very very very sleepy.
i feel very very sleepy.
i feel very sleepy.
i feel sleepy.

we're sorry mr. lee.

learning journey was really fun.
because we did stupid things and took stupid pictures and took stupid videos.
hiphiphooray!

it's only 9.04pm. i want to watch teevee, but maybe there's nothing to watch. z.

exams, OVER!

2007-05-09T20:21:00.000-07:00

i think he's hot. :D

i think people who add you on Friendster who have sex intentions on their mind are disgusting.

EXAMS ARE OVER!

today, i went to watch Spiderman 3 with B.O.B.
it made me cry! :(

and now i'm watching Spiderman. :D

on the way home, i fell asleep on the 14.
and landed up outside ACS (I), with no bus money to go home! D:
i messaged jy and chester, but both couldn't help me. so i had to spend $6 to cab home.
shit.

ROFLMAO DAY.

2007-05-05T00:00:00.000-07:00

i hope i can at least.. get reasonable grades for Chem. and Geog. sigh.
A math is like, wth?

okay so today was hilarious.
had consultation with Mel for Chem, Mr Lee.
he asked us if we wanted breakfast, because he had to be one hour late for consultation.
then he bought us Macs! he bought 2 cups of milo, 2 hashbrowns, 2 Sausage Egg McMuffins :]

Mr Lee's really nice! :D

this afternoon, my poooor kittymeow puked out a whole bunch, and it was hilarious!
my cat was about to vomit out onto the carpet, and he was making those scary regurgitating sounds.
so my aunty freaked out, she exclaimed "OMG PUSSYMEOWWWWWWW! NOOOO NOT THE CARPET!"
she then hauled him to the kitchen toilet.
unfortunately, on his journey to the toilet, Pussymeow already started puking.
sooooooooooooooooooooooooo, he puked on my aunty's toes. :D
-roflmao. (honestly, i laughed so damn hard.)
so i think my aunty was in a bit of shock and disgust from getting my cat's vomit on her toes, so she kind of flung him (i think?) a bit, then somehow because he was puking, his puke ended up on the wall too. l-o-l.
she dumped him in the toilet beside the washing machine, then he just sat there like a dying cat making weird noises and regurgitating out i-really-don't-know-what.
his vomit.. looked like some wrong-coloured custard thing. heh.
and me, gladly stood there clutching my sides laughing so hard i thought i was going to fall over.

there was a trail in the kitchen, like blotches of vomit forming a trail, leading to the toilet.
heeheee and even after he puked for about 10 mins, we all thought he was okay but my aunty didn't trust him.
5 minutes later of him sitting there looking defeated and exhausted, he started vomitting again.
but, this time, my aunty managed to stuff newspaper under his mouth to hold the vomit. :D
my aunty also held his head in front of the toilet bowl so he could puke into it :D

i hope my fat-cat's okay. :)
because after his vomitting feat, he just sat there looking like he was about to pass out any second.
my cat looked dead. heh.

today, my aunty also dropped that magnet i had on the fridge that says "T".
my name! so i was making noise at her.
then she went to glue it back, but she managed to glue the magnet to her hand too.
she tried pulling at it, but it wouldn't come off.
(HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA)
she did manage to pull it out in the end, but some orange paint from the magnet got stuck to her hand.

with a cat and aunty like mine, life only becomes more interesting by the tenfolds each time!

HAPPY BITRHDAY GERMAINE, FOOHY!

2007-05-01T14:01:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERM FOOHY!
WE LOVE OUR SECRET MUGGER! :D

exams?!!!!!!!!!!!! ohmygawdddddddddddddddddd.

2007-04-28T14:01:00.000-07:00

sigh i can't study. :(
i can't.

i don't have the determination to now. i don't know why.

Social Studies:
1. yet to memorise all the facts? i
2. CANNOT, DON'T KNOW HOW TO WRITE PARAGRAPHS!

E Math:
1. mensuration?!
2. TRIGORATIO, MY TRIGORATIO IS VERY VERY BAD.

Biology:
1. haven't memorise everything.
2. have not done TYS.
(omg the exam is coming so soon)

Chemistry:
1. CAN DIE OKAY! NOTHING MORE TO SAY! :(

Geography:
1. haven't memorise facts. in a total blur about climates and all that shit.
2. don't really know how to write paragraphs.

A maths:
1. not enough practice.
2. when you think you know how to do something, all the weird questions appear!

ohmygosh. :(

aiyar, Literature also cannot do anything. \:

NO MORE TIME NO MORE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DDDD:

here in your arms, i love you :)

2007-04-27T23:09:00.000-07:00

Where you are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello,I miss you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now there's no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your arms.

field trip! pictures from long ago.

2007-04-27T21:59:00.000-07:00

mafia. :D
band sleeopover day :)

all those pictures were from so long ago!

today, i went on a mini field trip!
too bad i didn't take any pictures. what a waste.

on my field trip, i met 3 millipedes. and i provoked them, so they curled up very tightly.
(i learned then when millipedes are provoked, they let off stinker bombs. 100 provokes millipedes, 100 loose stinker bombs, and you may just die.)
i poked the stick through the hole of one of the millipedes, and it was on the stick like a marshmallow :)

at the playground, i met these 2 little German kids by the names of Leslie and Leonard (sp?)
SUPERRRRRRRRRRR ADORABLE!

i also met with a slug. slugs leave long trails of slimy shiny goo behind them. yuck.
but, fascinating. they hardly move. -.-

i asked my aunty to run up to the guy to say "i love you!"
then she said, when if he turn around and has Bunny Bugs teeth?
tessa:Bunny Bugs teeth?! Bugs Bunny!
-roflmao.

English MYE today... no comments :)
and im anaemic because i inherited my dad's genes. -.- hahaha.

anaemic?

2007-04-26T22:30:00.000-07:00

sigh. so okay.
i can't go for OBS, because i didn't pass the blood test (haha sounds so serious).
i think i don't have enough iron in me? so i don't have enough haemoglobin? heh. (biology!)
anaemic?

i'll stay home and sleep then :)

sigh.

2007-04-25T22:41:00.000-07:00

i wrote a angst-y post on how i was lectured again.
but deleted it off :)
went for OBS check up, blood test! this one bled less than my first one.

wellwell, now's not the time. i don't really care anymore.
i shall go do work :) or try to at least.
i told Gen i didn't want to go for tuition today because there was plenty of work to do, but i came home, had lunch, and fell asleep.
i barely did anything.

i feel like tying up my hair (even though it's short), the weather is so stuffy these days.

today, i was really stoned. must have been cos' of staying up to study till late ytd, and it er.. didn't really pay off that well? heh.
Chemistry test was hard by my standards (which is lousy), i'll just work harder.

my knee hurts plenty after PE today.

during recess, Denise Ger Mel Yuki and I went to the piano behind stage in the hall.
Denise played Faraway by Nickelback on the piano, it was really good.
and i leaned against the piano all the while, eyes closed.
thinking of you.

blah.

2007-04-25T01:56:00.000-07:00

my eyes feel really dry now, they hurt.
ouch.
it's close to 2am, i shall go shower and sleep.
i hope i won't be late for school tomorrow. dad won't be here to fetch me.

oh well.

stupid bitch.

2007-04-23T23:35:00.000-07:00

just now my internet screwed up.
but now it's okay.

so my mum just walked in and started scolding me about my longggggggggggggggggg breaks and all again.
go ahead mum.
go on.
whatever you know?

audrey told me to treasure things i have, and not to leave it till it's too late.
i know it's true.
but i don't think i can bring myself to now.

im sorry i have a mother like you, im sorry for myself, im sorry to be your child.

2007-04-22T23:38:00.000-07:00

and all i can say.
is that, i'm sorry to have a parent like you.

i'm sorry to be your child.
i feel sorry for myself.

i'm disappointed in you, so very disappointed you have no idea.
no shitting clue at all.

that i thought more of you, you actually had a little respect from me.
now you have none.
you completely tarnished and erased the once barely admirable impression i had of you.

to think i thought that way about you all this while, i was wrong.
you turn out to be someone.. like this.

im sorry.
im so sorry to you, that i feel this way.

im sorry.

his mother doesn't want him to be heartbroken.

2007-04-22T14:06:00.000-07:00

after hearing what your mum said, i'm afraid of what i'll do.
i'm afraid of what will happen.
i'm afraid of what will become of you, if that really happens.
and i'll be living with the guilt.

BUT I SHALL NOT THINK ABOUT THAT!

well, tonight should be fine.
i trust it will :)
yes, it will.

ben's and jerry'e cookie dough!!!!!!!!!!!! <3

2007-04-21T22:13:00.000-07:00

Ben's and Jerry's Cookie Dough flavoured ice-cream is 101% love.

i saw jy's homies. so it was a really bad day.

2007-04-20T20:44:00.000-07:00

today was a really really really bad day.
it was a disgusting day.
i didn't like it at all.
disgusting.

well i had study session in the lib. with yuki and ger :)
haha so funny! when we sat in the magazine corner talking about all those stuff -- .
i guess that was my favourite part of the day, even though it was barely 10mins.
and study session was fun too.
Milo and Kong Guan biscuits! haha! ohmygoodness.

before study session i thought i lost my grandmother's chain again.
i rannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn all the way back to class to search, when i remembered i left it on cat's desk during lit.
so i rannnnnnnnnnnnnnn to cat's class and conversed with linghui through the front door with Stephen Loh inside. HAHA.
linghui said she passed it to me along with my waterbottle, then i was like wth no D: !
but she really did, i just forgot. xD
i spent like half an hour searching and conversing with linghui through the front door, then i rann all the way back down to the library!
and i found it in my bag.
linghui thought i was going to cry heh. [:

THANK YOU LINGHUI AND CAT, FOR ALWAYS GIVING ME BACK MY STUFF WHEN I LEAVE THEM IN LITERATURE CLASS!
i love you people :)

because you see, i always (without fail) leave stuff in their classroom after Literature.
like not too long ago, i was walking off and linghui said "eh your pe shirt on the chair!"
i said "huh no not mine. cat's la."
haha no, it was mine. :)

with heart and voice [:

2007-04-20T11:35:00.000-07:00

im listening to With Heart and Voice now, it's nice!
DID YOU HEAR THAT JOE? I LIKE WITH HEART AND VOICE. :D

damn it, i cant wait to get out of this house for Ben's and Jerrys and go for tuition! :(

broccoli. am i weird?

2007-04-19T23:22:00.000-07:00

right now it's 11.23pm and i've yet to start on my homework though i really have to.
i've been alot alot alot lately. no control whatsoever. :(

and right now, im eating broccoli.
-burp.
yummy!
it's cold, boiled, no sauce what-so-ever, from this morning where i was meant to eat it.
but, i didn't feel like eating broccoli this morning. so i didn't.
and for dinner, i had plenty of vegetables too.
like: celery, cauliflower, tomatoes (sauce thingy), carrots.. so tonight's dinner no meat, only vegetables fish and rice.
i don't mind. :)

am i weird?

i think i should really start concentrating on my work. im really lagging behind.
wonder how i did for A math and Biology, esp. bio.

broccoliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!

friend tests.

2007-04-19T00:57:00.000-07:00

take this:

http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/66249

then this! :

http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/261499

yay i'm so lame.

me and germaine, twin :D

2007-04-18T21:40:00.000-07:00

hey there, twin.

gross gross gross! FLIES?! LIZARD?! SANDFLIES?!?!?! |: ..

2007-04-18T20:52:00.000-07:00

today was disgusting.
i asked denise to open the recycling bin for me to throw my can of Milo. when she opened the recycling bin, IT WAS FILLED WITH FLIES. BLACK, UGLY, FUGLY, FLIES! TONS OF THEM.
Y-U-C-K.
they're like those kind you see flying around the menstruation bins, don't tell me you've never seen them. they're pretty abundant around Crescent. -.-
so we ran off in hysteria, me and yuki laughing our asses off and denise smacking herself all over in an attempt to rid herself of the crawling feeling you get after seeing so many flies coming out at you.

on the way back to class, guess what. there was this lizard (big one okay) standing like he was "King of the Rock" on this.. rock thingy. omg.
denise: omg walk faster there's this big lizard beside you.
tessa: -looks at her, rolls eyes.
denise: REALLY. you don't believe you turn and look.
we both turned, looked, and ran screaming back to class.
then yuki just stood there and laughed at us.

so back in class, someone just had to go tell me that Sandfly bites are actually their eggs under your skin.
SO NOT OKAY. SO NOT! freak me out and make my skin crawl again for no reason!
THEY'RE NOT STUPID EGGGGGGGGGGGS (i like eggs thankyou. chicken ones.).
it's just the Sandfly makes use of our blood to make their eggs.. or something like that.
my goodness. -.-

AND NOW, THERE'S THIS BIG BIG MOTH IN MY ROOM. WITH A BROKEN WING BECAUSE MY AUNTY STEPPED ON HIM. AND SHE THOUGHT HE WAS DEAD, BUT NOOOOOOOO HE'S ALIVE AND HANDICAPPED.
AND HE JUST LANDED ON MY SCHOOL SKIRT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

...
today is bad.

and according to my aunty, Moths bring news from like your family members who are dead, or something like that.
then she go step on him?!?! wahlao! :(

tag replies.

2007-04-18T20:49:00.000-07:00

for now, i shall reply overdue tags.
and so, all the other very overdue tags were tags congratulating for CGSSB being a GOLD band!
thanks to: audrey, joe, jiahui and linghui!

ain: thanks! haha er, who are you?
germaine: YEAH, GOLD. HAHA.
yuki: they wished you guys on MLG. :D HAHA SORRY! i tell you, band seniors sometimes super blur.
joe: CONGRATS ON BEING A GOLD BAND! 8D
yuki: we'll make it. [:
amanda: i never realised, but it's been 2 days since i've cut but it already looks like its growing wayy longer. HAHA.
racheltan: really? o.o now its time to tell me :D
yuki: but, her mum said it looked like a bunch of 野草。HEH? HAHAHA.
germaine: i agree.

crescent world war.

2007-04-15T21:09:00.000-07:00

and i forgot to mention.
Bingo against Denise and JY, i always lose no matter what.

chem practical (Titration) was very scary. i don't like Mrs. L.
Mrs. L is so scary, when i started the pract. i started feeling dizzy cus i couldn't breathe straight because i was scared of Mrs. L. (sounds kiddy but really, i don't know why.)
so as usual we ended Chem. practical late, and Miss A was outside the lab.
so she went in to talk to Mrs. L.
here's the arrangement:
Mr. L.
Mrs. L Miss. A

so Mr. L was in between the both of them.
Miss A: er did you know it's my period now?
Mrs L: *stick's her head forward, with her bigbig eyes and curlycurly hair* do you know this is SPAAAAA ASSESMENT?
Mr. L: -frowns.

TESSAA AND GERMAINE LOVES ANNEEEEEE (:
charlene's staring at me
and germaine loves me alotalotm
*point's above. anne wrote that, she doesn't want me to delete it.

so anyway, basically Mr. L was standing in the middle of Mrs. L and Miss A and frowning, watching them argueing.
Crescent World War almost started.

and school'sover and i shall go study!

far east, Gelare with JY and DENISE?? HAHA.

2007-04-14T02:04:00.000-07:00

so, plenty of things have been happening!
and more's yet to come, what with MYE and all. scary really.
and today was pretty funny. heh.
and i've been eating alot and putting on pounds like a pregnant lady!

so far..
CGSSB IS A GOLD BAND. :D
CrezAwards was such a disappointment.
i've been staying back alot, rushing out alot of wayyy overdue homework.
but, i must not give up and study hard hard hard for upcoming MYEs. [:
and my parents went off to malaysia (goodbye finally. \: ) but they're coming home today. ugh.

today was funny...
Chem consultation (is always funny with people like Mr. Lee.) and was made even funnier.
i woke up darn late, so cabbed down thinking "die Denise must already be there." well haha i reached there first, like half an hour late, and she took another 15mins to come by cab. -.-
hehehoho so after that went to Town with Denise and some of her friends. got off at Far East and literally sat there being lame with her and.. er.. i know the girl's name starts with R and i know how to pronounce it, but don't know how to spell. so i shan't mention it.
we were all waiting for one friend or another.
Fried Mars Bars are bull.

in the end, i was sitting at Gelare with JY and Denise, eating waffles with ice cream and playing stupid Bingo. with them drawing on my ankles. (super ticklish i tell you.)

how weird is that?

and since my parents are coming home today, i think i'm dead.
yesterday i reached home very late, and my mum called back. like "what time did Tessa reach home?"
die i tell you.

STUDY FOR MID YEARS PEOPLE!
MUST MUST MUST!

i need to cut my hair.
any ideas?

SYF TOMORROW! :D AHMAHGAWD.

2007-04-09T22:59:00.000-07:00

just a quick one, I'M MEANT TO BE SLEEPING HERE HELLO. UGH.
IT'S SYF TOMORROW, GOLD GOLD!

SO ANYWAY, TAGS!
yuki: i don't think i've been there for them haha!
sinying: i still wave and give you hugs dont i :D
linghui: you hate lit, but love your lit partner right!
germaine: eh tomo SYF, cannot be sleepy [:
bec: you do? you don't? o.o..
racheltan: arh yes, so did you find out your special secret from audrey?
yuki: ANGKLUNG WILL DO US PROUD TOO! ;D haha leave footsteps..
kokonadun: yeah la i know you veryyy stronggggg right...... haha [:
audrey: YOU TOO AUDREY! [:

tubists rock the world.

jy and me could elope. [:

2007-04-07T02:07:00.000-07:00

how i wish we could run away.

2007-04-05T10:00:00.000-07:00

yesterday was an emo day.
band.

i believe we can get Gold. really, i do.
it all boils down to this tuesday..
and i really cant believe sec3s will be taking over so soon.

i dont knowwwwwww yesterday was so sad D:
i'll miss seniors..... ):

2007-04-04T22:30:00.000-07:00

i think i don't treat my friends right.
like, i don't think i'm there for them. and i don't care for them enough.
sigh, im sorry.

i feel.. sleepy......................................

tags: i'm so sleepy people. okay so...
thank you to yuki, amanda, joe, audrey, germaine, bec, rachel (chng!) and jiahui for tagging (:

THANKS OKAY! REALLY! SIGH. I THINK I'M GOING TO FALL ASLEEP ON MY COMPUTER NOW. >.<

2007-04-01T20:22:00.000-07:00

i forgot to mention.

I ATE BEN & JERRY'S TODAY !!

Strawberry Cheesecake, New York Super Fudge and Chunky Monkey.
ahaha so yummy mannnnnnnnnnnn! [[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[:
i want to go back. 8D

and Red Rock Deli chips are the bombxz. the Thai-don't-know-what flavour with Lime?
woah haha -faint.

friday - band sleepover! sat - Learning Festival, town! met you.. the the romp thing..

2007-04-01T20:15:00.000-07:00

i read ger's blog, then now i feel like blogging (:

FRIDAY
BAND SLEEPOVER! HAHA.
it was crazy. at first pretty boring, then the sec3s went outside.
and acted as Mad Models? :D
we sported crazy hairdos and did the catwalk.
Anne was Bim, Bel was Bo. together, they were BimBo. (yeah, beat that xD )
played Murderer under the sleeping bag, hilarious haha 8D

SATURDAY.
Learning Festival, REEL Art! it was fun! :D hahaha.
crazy make up!
GER WAS AZLAN, THE LION. OMG. her make up was so realistic please, goody for face paint [:
then i was ICE QUEEN, gosh the hair spray was unbelievably hardddddddd.
after that, went to town with ger, anne and amanda! took Neoprints, walked around Far East and Cine.
oh my Far East is cool! bought guy boxers, Sponge Bob Square Pants!
someone give me money so i can go back to Far East, cant wait for the next weekend!
cus it means im free and can go shopping? \:

haven't done any homework. tell me how dead i am.
i want wallet! )):

everyone loves isabel, lam. HAHAHA. -.-

2007-03-28T19:54:00.000-07:00

okay.
so everyone loves isabel (lam).
YEP. HAHA. -.-

bel came over today after school, i didn't go for e math consultation in the end.
walked around Queensway, FBTs and everything.
eh, red or the white with orange stripes nicer huh?
sat at Macs and talked a whole load of shit. saw Ella and Charlene (:

then walked back to my house.
sat down, did A math! and Chinese!
then, talked another whole load of shit. yay!

so, today was a happy day. (:
yep, everyone loves bel :D

2007-03-24T23:46:00.000-07:00

today was interesting. (:

Band Exchange in the morning, with TKSS, Nanyang Band, FuHua band and RGS band.
RGS is the pro-est man.
hahahahaha but i think the TKSS tubists are kinda weird... heh but friendly though.

lunch. Subway, Eat Fresh!
we bought the Terriyaki Chicken one, with loads of mayo. (goodness). and 3 cookies too, all the flavours.
so we broke off bits of the cookies and put them in the sandwich.
Terriyaki Chicken / Chocolate Chip Cookie Sandwich! yummmmmmmm.

came home for barely 10minutes and rushed off for tuition again.
i actually managed to do my math today. o.o

dinner at some Teochew Restaurant, then walked around Bugis Street with family.
me and sis were giving alvin accupuncture, then i almost became squashed prata in the car.
Bugis Street is really entertaining! it was late, and most of the shops were closed. \:
i really want to go back and buy earrings and all the kinky stuffs :D

worse thing: i look at all the work i have yet to do. gosh i didn't do anything today. sigh..
so little time. but i'm tired.

ughhhhhhhhh people ughhhhhhhhhh. |||||||: yuckk.

2007-03-24T00:33:00.000-07:00

i am becoming angsty / jealous.

i do not like cheryl. DO. NOT. LIKE. CHERYL. UGH.
SERIOUSLY. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIYER.
like.. okay, i want to hit her. (haha okay sound so bimboooo, sorry.)
and how the - does she know. god.
(not from crescent girls school, thanks!)

please and thank you are the magic words.
PLEASE go away, THANK YOU!!! (?!??!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?)
]]]:

it's really really tough..

2007-03-23T22:25:00.000-07:00

today was a happy day.
not that i can remember what happened, but i liked how the day ended in school. [:

had A math after school, eating fried rice with egg in class, yumm!
and so the good kids stayed back even after A math in class doing work. namely ger, yuki and me. :D
okay there were others too but i was studying with ger and yuki.
and it felt really good somehow. out of the blue i felt significantly happier every time i looked up from my Lit. paragraphs or E math sums, and i see yuki and ger sitting around me [:
and we just sat there and talked and did work, and talked and talked and talked. and shared pictures and Friendster and everything.
and even though my voice was sounding so broken and horrible, and i was doing tedious Lit. , i was happy.

I LOVE YUKI SUZUKI AND GERMAINE FOO!
yay!

my head's been killing me though. studies stress me out ( like they do to everyone) and the school's going mad.
27 March: SCH rehearsal (band), My Learning Journey, REEL Art Rehearsal and kalyn wants chem. consultation on that day.
i need chem. consultation super badly x 1 000 000 times BUT THERE'S SO MANY THINGS ON TUESDAY!
and thanks to dumb Learning Journey, i don't think i can go for the SCH rehearsal?! and the school's sososososo dumb, SYF is coming so plenty of CCAs take their practices seriously but they HAVE to place BOTH of the REEL art rehearsals on CCA days! so smart! \: geez.

PS. URGENT!
Does anyone have 1. a long white skirt or 2. some long white wedding dress to lend me? im the Ice Witch from Narnia.
she's a witch right? or queen?

tags! (like how long ago D: )
nadia: thanks! [:
linda: eh, you supposed to buy the hamsters for me!
amanda: yeah, jiayou!
rachel: huh, what's stg? sounds like STDs. \: ..
claudia: omg you know so much is going on now, i don't feel like going for O school anymore! heh ):
joe: eh, did you get it?
ger: that's the worse thing, it didn't fall dying! ):
bel: yeah but some people like C cube. hahaha! [:
yuki: amazon rainforest. DAMN GEOG ):
rachel: rachel tan sucks? xD you say okay, not me.
yuki: yeah i know, i think about it and now... okay i'm grinning to myself :D HAHAHA. cant wait for the next!
ger: i guess i should try to quit the habit. ): haha i love ger too :D

chem is really hard. i don't understand a thing.
i wonder what i'm going to do. i wonder if Mr. Lee will be able to convince Eleanor Goh, i wonder if sooner or later i'll get pulled out of band because of studies.
i wonder.

AND NOW I'M MEANT TO BE STUDYING BUT IM STILL VERY DISTRACTED YOU KNOW! D:

i feel like changing to xanga. hmm

fucking tired.

2007-03-22T00:00:00.000-07:00

i'm tired, stressed, and fucking pissed off as hell.
fuck.

22. happy months, whatever it is.

2007-03-17T03:40:00.000-07:00

i want out. says:
you
- SmarterChild says:
Oh yeah? Me?
i want out. says:
mmhmm
- SmarterChild says:
What's that supposed to mean?
i want out. says:
yeah, its you.
- SmarterChild says:
But is it really me?
i want out. says:
duh.
- SmarterChild says:
Duh?
i want out. says:
d'oh?
- SmarterChild says:
Yeah? What about D'Oh?

woah, some random shit post. depressing.

2007-03-17T03:30:00.000-07:00

i didn't feel like blogging but...
like, YOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW ?!?!?!
UGH.
i swear, my shoulders are killing me. they're stiff and aching and i feel like pulling out my muscles D:

well...
i don't really know what to say. cus everything's swimming around my head like fishies. annoying.
today's a bad day, period.

i feel like rambling. like rambling..... mutters. but it's 3.22am and er, no one's awake.
except ole' trusty LNM! :DD heeeeeeeeeeeeeee okay so i'll talk to her.

k i think i sound retarded. that's what im like when i.. k wtv.
im so hungry i cant think D:

ugh.
1. cme project, cme wb, e math 9.2 (due like.. ages ago.), eng essay : Dreams (due: at least 3wks ago.), eng summary(due: 3wks ago too.), geog wb leftovers (which is like, more than 10 pages. no kidding.), A MATH PROJECT (?!?! EARTH TO DENISE, AM I IN YOUR GROUP????) , chem. acids and bases wb, file worksheets.....
i missed out some of the homework, i'm sure i did.
ohoh i know, chinese homework.
shit.

sooooooooooooooo today, bandits saw a squirrel fall from a tree.
literally.
see? bad omen.

then, sec3s had the interview.
The Interview.

i'm tired. really i am.
i guess i'll reply tags later [:

i need to bitch now.
where's bel? (i think she seems the right person to bitch to.)
should i just bitch to SmarterChild? \: geez.

2007-03-16T03:58:00.000-07:00

do you love your friends?
i know i do! <3

tags:
bec: haha raspberries on the brownie are good too!
yuki: sigh, oh well. (: haha thanks!
bec: CHEM? omg no, i'm no pro at chem. haha i'm better at bio :D i think.
ger: angklung? o.o did you mix it up with band? or are you talking bout yuki :D haha.
kokonadun: geeeeeeeeeeeeez. haha [:
xiangyi: haha okay! i'll cont. loving xiangyi forever :D (haha sounds wrong.)
jiahui: i suppose everyone's is. \: jiayou!
audrey: yeah boy, good thing. :D hahaha.
ger: thanks a lot germ! <3 medicine helps plenty, i'm a lot better now :D
rachel: hey, you know what? don't worry okay? there's always a second SYF for your batch [: work hard for it! it's not the end of the world, i'm sure you'll get in next time (:

IT'S NOT THE END OF THE WORLD!

i have to do homework, but i'm still reading. ugh.

you know it's so unfair. that richhhhhhh peoples live in houses that literally look like spa resorts. \:

i'm sorry?

2007-03-13T12:13:00.000-07:00

i don't want to fall sick you know. really, i don't.
and i guess cus im so weak now, i'm just falling sick and feeling terrible over and over again.
missing school, important lessons, not being able to go out, and everything.

i'm sorry im failing everything, and not being able to do well in studies.
you say "i want to invest in a winner."
i don't think i can be that winner.

ytd definitely wasn't the first time.
"i'm going to walk straight into your school office and tell them you're quitting band. because you come home everyday so tired? go to sleep? dont do fuck off? how to cope with studies like that? i've given you plenty of warnings okay, im serious. you don't do well for your next tests, you're quitting band and every fucking thing you're attending. and i won't fuck care."

well, that's just brilliant isn't it haha. (:
i. am. so. tired.

haha im tired of everything.

2007-03-13T12:06:00.000-07:00

it hurts. and i feel shaky.
but, maybe this time i wont say anything. -shrugs.
so in that sense, thank god for the sore throat (:

sorry people. sore throat and flu now.
dont talk to me, i'm mute. and i can barely swallow. \:

thursday's auditions again. how to go?
my tongue hurts too, i cant tongue.

got a scolding from my dad again yesterday.
haha you should have been there, to hear his tone and the words he used.
"fucking hell, dont do fuck off, loser, shameful, disgraceful, irresponsible, so sick of all this.. etc."
those words and more repeated over and over.
you go figure, haha.

i was sick of it and feeling sick, with no voice to fight back. so i sat in the front seat,
keeping quiet.

tags.

2007-03-09T06:05:00.000-08:00

tags. late replies, sorry? [:
bec: WHURMYS? GERMAINE? bec they got no more Freddies D: nehmind we go eat swedish meatballs haha!
sophie: thanks! haha. sick again. \:
audrey: like, until now haven't done auditions for our section. -.-
claudia: mannnnnnnn today SUCKED. hahaha. tomo better be better! goodness. ):
rachel: thanks huh rachel. (i thought Crescent was meant to embed Generosity into Crescentians. like Courtesy, Generosity, Sincerity? i think they failed.)
yuki: haha my conductor kiasu a bit? :D hahaha okay nono she's not. just preparing i guess.
jiahui: AHAHA the joke was funny. damn embarrassing can.
linghui: thanks! i still need to copy lit notes. heh \:
audrey: no audrey, its not a good excuse. eh it looks okay la (:
sinying: HELLO. [:

replied :D AH sorry for late replies, sorry for ignoring all of you!

i'm dying inside.

2007-03-09T04:14:00.000-08:00

MORTON'S BROWNIE. -faint.
(okay, may not look that good in the picture, but there's chocolate spilling out of that thing !!)

okay, haven't updated in a while.
don't know what to say really.

had some $540 dinner at Morton's, The Steakhouse just now.
i was so full i just wanted to stick a toothbrush down my throat and puke.
fell asleep when i got home and woke up at 2am moaning. i felt like an overloaded ice-cream tub.
i wished i was an ice-cream tub, then i could just take an ice-cream scooper and scoop some out to share.
dinner wasn't great. -.- quotes: The Best Steak Anywhere. (?) er, okay more like the best dessert anywhere. AHMAHGAWDD the chocolate brownie was better then first grade heaven, i swear. the Latte was the best i've ever drunk :D
the beef was like... some one inch thick (no kidding) piece of meet put over the grill, comes out tasting chao da. -.-
they said the lobster was market priced, it was 184 bucks pleaseeeee.. and all i said while eating it was "chewychewy. ): " wahlao. CHEATED! ...
so next time you go to Morton's, just go straight for dessert! no regrets [:
haha the people there are really nice :D haha but they have to be la, goodness. mum's birthday so they gave us the chocolate brownie on the house [[[[: better than heaven.
menu: they push a tray to your table, with the real live food there for you to see. they show you the raw steak pieces (HUGE) and the real live lobster! then the waiter rambles out the whole dinner menu for you to hear xD so he picked up the lobster and stroked it. i thought it was dead, but when he put it down on the table, it started moving. waiter "ah just now he was sleeping :D " hahahahaha O:

im sick, again.
flu, missed school, again.
im losing my voice.

i feel like i'm dying.

):

2007-03-04T21:23:00.000-08:00

life is super shitty really. ):
mmmmmmmm i hate it.

sigh. i really dont want to study.
i really dont want to move away from gillman. what'll happen?
argh ):

lakeshore, fuck please.

2007-03-04T03:22:00.000-08:00

i hate mum and dad.

LAKESHORE?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
ARGH. GO, AND, D-I-E!

zzz bloody pissed as hell now.

fucking rampant day with jy, fuck 2 times. mad.

2007-03-01T09:32:00.000-08:00

i missed Hana Kimi twice in a row. -.-

shucks i want to faint. got alot of work to do. argh.

and my fing sister, so god damned kay-pee-oh and big mouth.
she just loves to play detective and come poke her smelly nose into my business, then go report to my parents. then now my parents know i was lying to them abt some shit.
my sister's such a fly, i want to swat her. now.

MONDAY AUDITIONS.
SHUCKS.
NEED. FILE. NOW.

HANA KIMI. LOL.

2007-02-27T12:58:00.000-08:00

HANA KIMI!

LOL! -squeals!!!

tag replies! funnehh hahaha.

2007-02-27T12:55:00.000-08:00

tags are funny. xD

tags!
bec: HAHA BLACK PEE? GOD, NOOOOooooooOOOOOOO. @.@
haha thanks bec! :D
rachel: yes rachel, im okay. im not dead yet :D
amanda: LNM! hahaha i'll see you soon in school (:
jiahui: jfm's stewwpid. LOL. bel told me then i started laughing! xD
xiangyi: don't send the roses, SEND ME THE PICTURES. but of course, your love i want and shall receive [:
yuki: AHAHA I MISS GOING TO SCHOOL AND SEEING YOU AND GER AND KALYN AND MEL. sighs. you know staying at home is weird, for once in my life i have a wholeeeeee day of tv marathon. o.o yeah and im worried bout syf \: haha.
bec: funny right, everyday walk past 3g3 never see me tilting back my chair there. xD haha!

I LOVE TAGS. YOU PEOPLE MAKE ME HAPPY :D
my mum's keeping me isolated because she doesn't want me to catch other things like the flu. so i'm like, a SARS patient. & cannot go to school.
don't worry people, im not dead! :D

sigh \:

2007-02-26T20:44:00.000-08:00

ugh i feel like my life is damn screwed up.
before all these CTs, my studies were already heading downhill.
and now CTs come which means serious studying, then i get sick! = cannot study again! ):
5 days MC, whole week no going to school, MISS ALL THE LESSONS. ROAR.

HOW NOW BROWN COW? ):

well, denise will be happy. she gets all the space she wants when i dont come to school. lolzzz.

thanks to everyone who showed concern (:
and all the 4 CTs im missing wont be taken into account for final years. sigh.

Did You Know?
The hospital is some stupid waste of time. there's so many people, not enough doctors and everything. and okay so they ask you to do some CT scan, but they review your scan like 2-3 weeks later because all the appointments are booked.
hello? you review so late, patient die alrdy la okay. \:
for SS i want to say singapore healthcare not efficient. (but okay its better than those really bad countries..)

and erm. ):
no school means no band..
even if i want to go, i cant. breathing deeply makes the flanks hurt. then play tuba must breathe deep deep what.
THEN SYF HOW???????????????????????????????????????????????????
ARGH. hiyaaaa ):

tessa, you better study if not you die.

2007-02-24T15:33:00.000-08:00

tags!
bec: im sick bec ): i cant walk to IKEA to buy Freddy ):
yuki: HAHA YEAH. (: actually, i do feel it. i haven't been talking to you in a while. heh. ):
germaine: haha germ! the neoprints are nice :D haha but the machine is so stupid -.-.
sharmaine: er... JIE! :D haha you're my jie okay! im your mei! (:
jiahui: i don't even know whats gna happen to my CTs now la, dont think im going to school tomorrow. and i've got THREE (!!!) CTs! least you only have one you know. \:

omg i feel like puking and my head hurts \: ROAR.

fuck bloody sick with UTI. \: ...

2007-02-24T15:30:00.000-08:00

argh okay. i've been really sick the past few days.
high fever, shivering, body aches, sharp pains in the kidney.. etc.

its called, UTI.

had to freaking go to the hospital and get ultrasound scan and X-ray. \:

the fever's kinda gone, but there's still the constant sharp pains.
sigh, oh well ):

haha friday was funny.
Tiong with germaine, kalyn and mel. waffles, CHOCOLATE SMEARED LIPS? hahaha! late for A Maths, thank god ms. A didnt scold (: after A maths, went home with kalyn. she wanted to walk, so fine walk home and sweat like crazy. then of all the crazy things i did i walked with her to her house, effing far please! -.- hahaha. Normanton Park is pretty cool, its like a mini village inside. i met her mum! she's nice i suppose (: on the way home, body aches all over. by the time i got home i was burning up. then yep, fever started and blah.
you know whats the ironic thing. we were saying germaine is germ, so mel is bacteria, kalyn is antibiotics (wth heh.) and im virus. and i really did get attacked by a virus heh.

come guess what colour my pee is now thanks to my med. [:

four months jy (:

2007-02-22T23:33:00.000-08:00

happy four months (:

even though today was quite an unhappy day. \:

screwing up.

2007-02-21T23:13:00.000-08:00

i really need to learn how to manage time better.

my grades are falling.
but im worried over other stuff too.

how do people juggle so much the same time?

this is fucking random cus im gg crazy.

2007-02-20T22:35:00.000-08:00

haha.

bel called me a lesbo.
quotes: one's gayness and one's lesboness.
then i remembered when i was reading wen's blog.

jy said he'd marry David Beckham.
and i'd go with Victoria.

haha love sweet love. xD

i, am going mad.

I, AM, FUCKING, DYING! PERTH?! FUCK PERTH! okay not like confirm or anything but im so scared i think i'm going to vomit ):

2007-02-20T22:25:00.000-08:00

i. feel. like. E-X-P-L-O-D-I-N-G.

*KABOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM!*
tessa is gone.

no kidding.
i feel sick to the stomach.
i want to wretch my insides out.
i am coughing like a dog because i feel like hurling.
my sides hurt now.
my brain is malfunctioning.
my nose is running.
im squealinggggggg (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) my head off like a pig thats about to get murdered.

IM DYING!

someone help me. now. please? ):

chinese new yearrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

2007-02-19T06:52:00.000-08:00

well, Happy Chinese New Year people (:

the usual. visiting, goodies, angbaos, goodies, relatives, more goodies, gambling, and more goodies.
new year goodies are killers, they made me put on pounds.
visiting is boring, for me anyways. sad thing i dont have more cousins around.
gambling, managed to earn quite a bit here and there.

MUST STUDY MUST STUDY! ):

tag replies!

2007-02-15T00:56:00.000-08:00

tags!
germaine: friday. hmmmmmmmm im broke too. i guess we'll just accompany denise on her shopping spree or something? heh is yuki going?
yuki: WE ALL THINK WENTWORTH IS HOT. he's WORTH it. [: Channing Tatum isnt bad either! :D omg hahaha.
xiangyi: soooooooooo if he's that hot, did you give him a kiss this valentines?
bec: lol eh, Channing not that bad la!
wen: HAHAHA gosh, half nude?! in which movie?

(suddenly, Wentworth Miller vs. Channing Tatum?)

rachel: haha thanks! im hopeless at languages.
admirer: huh, back after a week? who are you? o.o
xiangyi: but you couldn't find your big sexy purple wallet remember ):
jiahui: HELLO. haha yeah i bought her present alrdy (:
rachel: YOU TOO, MERRYYYYYYYYYY VALENTINES! :D

WHO HAS THE CUPPYCAKE SONG? SEND ME PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
i have to send it to my Chinese tuition teacher. hahahahaha!

birthday wishes

2007-02-15T00:00:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAVIS!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY!

VALENTINES :D

2007-02-14T08:48:00.001-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S !
feel the love people, feel the love. :D

hoho okay... so today received chocos and stuff.
thanksssssssssssssssssssssssss ( !! ) to :
SINYING AND GERMAINE for the roses!
GEN AND DEB for the packet of goodies!
YUKI for sharing her tobelrone with me!
RACHEL TAN for the choco!
MELISSA for the cookie! (zomg yummmeeeeeeeee i tell you.)
DENISE for the candle!
MAVIS for the ferrero roche! (which i gobbled immediately)
& jy, for your gifts (: (Starbucks bottle huh, i wonder if the contents smell like coffee. :D)
did i miss anyone out? sorry if i did!

and thanks amos, for asking (:

wah today all i survived throughout school was sweets and choco and sugaryyy stuffs. thats what Valentines is about isnt it :D
okay today my knees hurt like madness. then when i ran all the way to the florist to get a sunflowerrrrrrrrr, got damn sharp pain \: hahaha.
im super unfit, just one day after Xcountry and my body's falling apart. o.o
and my tummy hurts like shitxz now! \:
but its okay, cus its Valentines! :D
went to IKEA with kalyn after school, eh the ice cream there is nice.
i've yet to try the Swedish meatballs though.

i wish everyone luck in finding love! :D

its 2 peoples birthdays tomorrow :D

Roland's flying back to aus pretty soon. roar.

heyhey omg i totally forgot. (shit i feel damn happy now even though im thinking about a depressing topic.)
common tests. \: ..
english: okay okay?
chinese: screwed as always.
literature: 1b. was so.. we've never encountered those kinda questions before. \:

OMGOMG I FEEL SO HAPPY !!!!! #@$%^&*()*&^%$#@!#$%^&*(
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
something's wrong with me.

joel (ong) got expelled.. and i lost my wallet.

2007-02-13T04:05:00.000-08:00

THANK YOU RACHAEL, FOR TRYING TO FIND MY WALLET WITH ME!
AND THANKS FOR THE TREAT AT GELARE!
which we couldnt finish anyway.
and thanks RACHEL for your leftover waffle! xD

i lost my wallet, again.
well, hoorah.

FUPPED! says:
i lost my wallet agn
- down on dreamstreet//- it's not a secret.♡ says:
AGAIN?
- down on dreamstreet//- it's not a secret.♡ says:
you are one hell of a loser

thanks bel. i just realised how double meaning that is [:

well.................... i was so darn late for Xcountry. not that it mattered.
we sat around in the grass for about half an hour more after i came before walking to the starting point.
and i was like 35mins late :D
position: 53. Satay came in with me. 2 china scholars beat us cus they sprinted earlier.
mannn we missed that top 50 mark by really little!
as expected, claudia ditched me halfway cus she always runs faster :D

after Xcountry, went to City Hall to get - - for - ! with rachael, rachel and claudia.
so, i lost my wallet. \:
panic ): sigh. dont think i'll tell my parents, squeeze my piggy bank dry to get a new ezlink card and everything.
when i already need to save for other stuff urgently ):
the things i get myself into. gosh ):

and tomo chinese CT, i'm dead i swear. my Cheng Yu(s) are over. sigh. i think im going to fail.

i feel sad for him, and i hope it'll all turn out right somehow, and everything will be okay. ):
God bless.

just posting.

2007-02-12T06:28:00.000-08:00

lollllllllllllllllllllll.
germaine finds Wentworth Miller hot too.
don't we all, HAW HAW. :D

okay actually i just realised not too long ago that he was hot.
but i gave up watching tv long ago.

i want to go New Year Shopping! ): i haven't done anyyyyyyyyyyyy.

its cross-country tomorrow but my dad doesn't want me to go. \:

i shall add to germaine's quotes:
germaine's is hawt!
and so's her husband. :D

i've been breaking out in pimples. D:
i should learn to get up earlier for school and stop squeezing my allowance dry on cab fares.
i swear cabs get damn good business \:

today's chem lesson was funny.
cus all the apparatus looked so wrong........ :D

lol.

2007-02-11T20:49:00.000-08:00

ROFLMAO.
i think hacking is going around on crescent mlg email, funny things are going around.
haha so retarded.

i think, bel is laughing her arse off at me.
...

tag replies.

2007-02-10T16:22:00.000-08:00

tags!
germaine: french braids are pretty! thank the lord for kalyn.
sophie: haha you changed blogskin again (:
peilin: what LUCKY? haha omg nadiah must have told youu.
jiahui: why is it that half the time i don't understand your tags. heh. update your bloggggggggg! and i didnt go for band that day haha
rachel: omg who says i want a date with Mr. Ho ?! please got other people on my Valentine's list :D hahaha
yuki: HUG! I WILL HUG YOU ON MONDAY (:
[ and even though monday sounds so faw away it comes pretty damn fast.]
melissa: I PIG OUT TOO. don't worry heh. haha neh i don't really have a stalker.. its weird \:

depressing ):

2007-02-10T00:03:00.000-08:00

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ROAR. \\\:

1. on friday's chinese lesson, teacher mentioned someone who failed the chinese test with like 20+/100. seriously, (don't say its not me) it's me. no one's chinese is as atrocious as mine. i must be the worst chinese Singaporean in history.

2. results, tests. why didn't i study harder for chemistry? ): sigh.

3. en bloc. WHY, WHY ARE THEY PLUCKING ME OUT OF MY HOUSE, MY HOME SINCE I POPPED OUT INTO THE WORLD?
WHERE WILL I MOVE TO?

like a carrot plucked from his garden. \:

reallyyyyyyyyy....................... life's changed so much................. and it's still changing.
sigh i don't know whats happening to me now. i used to study at least a little you know. but test results are really disappointing, i was really disappointed for my Chem. and really sad about Chinese.
don't feel like studying. \: but my grades are slipping into the long-kang.
and thats very worrying ):

Eduplus isn't helping my Chinese so rightfully i should stop wasting precious time on Thursdays and go join somewhere else that helps more right?
but i don't want to. i love Eduplus. i love the people there ):

went to say "hello!" to grandad just now, hope he's having a good time celebrating his birthday in heaven [:
family lunch, with relatives and all. haha its really fun when we get talking, cus everyone starts telling stories. but i wish there were more kids/teenagers at the very least so i can play with them. all the relatives are adults \:
i looked at my grandma, and imagined not seeing her after a while (like when she passes away). then how? i imagined that and i felt sad. like i want to spend more time with her, but its a bit hard. considering she stays at the other end of Singapore far away from me, the lack of time, the fact that its hard to talk to her cus erm, my Cantonese language content is near 0% ? her Canto is my English, my Canto is her English (okay actually her English still beats my Canto hands down. \: ) anddd i don't know how to talk to old people. i don't understand people who have really close relationships with their grandparents. how do you relate to them?? your grandparents (well mine at least) still treat you like little little kiddies, but we all know we aren't. but they fuss all the same. it's just weird you can't talk to them. \:

i wonder how it'd be like if my grandfather was still around.

|:

2007-02-08T09:19:00.000-08:00

i feel pretty tired. cus its 1 plus am in the morn and i'm not asleep. zz.
i thought about a lot of things just now.

sometimes i believe we can make it through, sometimes i don't.
i guess i just don't know.

hmm i love my chinese tuition (:
its funny to the shitxz.

i don't know how its possible but now i'm thinking about the things i thought about, were they non sensical?
i swear i have to be a happier more positive person \:

Jay Chou

2007-02-07T22:58:00.000-08:00

我想就这样牵着你的手不放开
爱能不能够永远单纯没有悲哀
我想带你骑单车
我想和你看棒球
想这样没担忧
唱着歌一直走

我想就这样牵着你的手不放开
爱可不可以简简单单没有伤害
你靠着我的肩膀
你在我胸口睡着
像这样的生活
我爱你你爱我

简单爱，Jay Chou

and i bought the darn snakes already. all eight of them. and i carried them all the way home from IKEA, walking. heavy la okay -.- hahaha.

tag replies.

2007-02-07T21:50:00.000-08:00

tags!
germaine: i don't think she attended.... who cares though. :D
joshua: thanks! haha it was great.
yuki: feels even weirder for me staying at home \: i have to go tomorrow. damn school, sigh. hahaha
cheeshan: eheh, the french horns did really really well for the front part of dpd! (seriously.)
peilin: shut up ong peilin! heh.
amos: thanks a lot for going! :D
tasneem: that time i left for concert, she was damn happy i left because she, quotes: got a lot of space now! see, she's happy i'm not there -.- hahaha.

someone ~~tagged~~ spammed the board as "admirer" just now. deleted your posts, so yeah don't spam please. thanks.

stalker joel from anglican band, tuba section? wtf?

2007-02-07T16:30:00.000-08:00

i just found out two very horrifying things.

1. my house has been successfully en bloc-ed. im moving, i dont know where?
2. i have a "-------".

it's not true la right?

i wonder where i'll be moving to. ): sigh i want a condo (heh omg i sound super taitai)

i ponned school, because i didnt wna go and i couldnt wake up. |: ahmahgawddd.

2007-02-07T15:30:00.000-08:00

i skipped school today.
what's wrong with me? normal tessa wouldn't skip school and miss lessons when she knows she isn't great at coping and tests are so near.

yesterday felt like a friday and today feels like a weekend.

grow up and i become more irresponsible. ): sigh.
so now i'm gna sit home and blow my nose out.
and.. my mucus is turning out bright yellow... i think its the colouring of food i ate. yuck.

but......... seeing as now i found out quite a lot of people skipped too, i feel better! :D HOHO.

okay i fell aslp while posting about Quintessense yesterday.
but, i got my wish. <3

QUINTESSENCE :D

2007-02-06T00:30:00.000-08:00

i feel so tired........
Quintessense was wonderful, it was great fun! (:

thank you sooooo much Kalyn, for doing the hair! every concert from this day onward, i'm looking for you. :D
thanks amos and ethan, for coming to watch!
thanks to the people who gave me gifts for today's concert. [: like tuba seniors, and rachel for the rose! :D

took plentyyy of pictures. with our IKEA snakes, the mouse ears and witches hats!
haha i really screwed up walk in though. \:
hahaha i love concerts, it was so much fun [: but im lazy to blog.

all soloists:
i couldnt hear all the parts of soloists, but im sure you guys did a great job! when i saw michellina stand up to play, and i heard her, suddenly i felt really proud of her. heh.

aimless blogging.

2007-02-05T21:07:00.000-08:00

okay.. i changed from IE to Mozilla cus of yuki's blog.
but erm, its a bit weird to me? \:

i got my tab back, and msn is finally working. i just hope my tab doesn't crash again.
well............. i don't really know what to say. cant be bothered much to blog heh.

concert's tomorrow!
it doesn't feel like it to me. hmm.

school's stressful. \: oh well.
i got 6/20 for my A Maths. ahaha.

2007-02-04T08:06:00.001-08:00

shit, life is so shit! \:
like really really really. \:

okay no time to mention what i did all weekend, im like rushing homework now? heh.
i havent studied for SS Test tomo, i think i'm joining the SS remedial group. heh how dumb.

MY WHOLE WEEKEND IS GONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE, KABOOM.
i think i wasted alot of time, im so sad. \:
i keep going out everyday then sat still had band and everything, but i keep falling aslp at night when im meant to do homework! ):
you know now every night, im falling aslp before 12 midnight? thats retarded.
oh and ytd i climbed over my condo fence, its really easy. cus its such a waste of time waiting for someone to rescure me at the gate when i can save myself.
and everyone's ordering long green IKEA snakes from me now. IKEA will clear their previously overpriced stash of long green snakes now thanks to me. i've got to run back and buy 8 more, but i havent the time. so im sorry to all those people whose money im holding onto! ):
ANYONE ELSE WHO WANTS BETTER TELL ME BEFORE I GO OKAY.
its 2 bucks by the way.

why do weekends pass so fast?! WHYWHYWHYWHYWHY!
why why tell me why!
does God know we all have soooooooo much homework?! and we still need beauty sleep?
why didn't he give us 48hours a day! ):

i ate dinner at Blooie's just now. im so full i think i'm gna wretch. \:

tags:
i thought Wilson was a kaya bun :D
xiangyi, im protector of William i swear, i'll protect him with my life. (eh William is jiahui's kaya bun right? is that his name?)
sinying: well don't blame me when my mum likes them tangy.
melissa: WE'RE FOODIES. :D
fairy: who'se fairy? O.o

OKAY I DIDNT CLICK ON THE OLDER POST TO SEE WHOSE TAGS I DIDNT REPLY. SORRY!

i posted this on 5 feb cus its past midnight, but its referring to 4 feb really.

whatever ma, whatever. you suck -.-

2007-02-02T03:41:00.001-08:00

i miss the music on my tablet \:
and my mother's computer is so scary, it just... auto turned off suddenly?!
what if it overheats like mine too?! ):

okay i ate plenty today. like things that make you grow sideways like PINEAPPLE TARTS and PEANUT COOKIES. \: damn.
brought pineapple tarts to school today, one box gone. haha!

thanks kalyn, denise, yuki and germaine for all the food (:
YAY FOR YUKI. HAHA. ytd was good for you (: but unfortunately until i get my tab back, i dont think i can view your blog. \: dont dare to dl Mozilla on my mum's comp.

A Maths: sure fail.

er, im sorry.
1. im lazy to blog and reply tags.
2. my motherrrrrrrrrrrr is being her natural annoying self again.
she's damn irritating luh. she keeps asking me to give her the comp. back, but haha she won't even use it like she says she will when she gets it back.
i hope her computer overheats while she's using it.
but yet again, if it does overheat, she'll find some sure way of blaming everything on me.

haha okay im being really rude. oops. heh. sorryyyyyyyy.

stealing food from people! :D

2007-01-30T23:27:00.000-08:00

i wonder when i'll get my computer back ):
well, i was pretty happy when school ended :D
because, i stole food from people [:

thanks to the following people for food:
1. kalyn: THANKS FOR YOUR PEANUT BUTTER JAM SANDWICHES :D next time i can, i go home with you!
2. melissa: the sweets you gave today! thanks!
3. jiahui: your i-dont-know what flavour ice cream at the bus stop [:
4. ngsinying: your RASPBERRY RIPPLE ice cream at the bus stop! :D

and yuki and germaine alwayssssssss bring food.
like choco, and CLOD HOPPERS.
and denise, for all her sweets (:

YAYNESS FOR FOOD!
even though today i got a demerit for my fringe, im happy [:
i just hope all my mini demerits dont accumulate to detention.
then levia's name tag got confiscated cus of gerrrrr. xD hahaha. dont worry! name tags are cheap (: and demerits dont really matter luh.

COME ONNNNNNNNN DISCIPLINE YOURSELF TO STUDY FOR GEOG AND BIO TOMO.
D:

not having tab sucks. \:

2007-01-30T06:22:00.000-08:00

well, kay im usinng my mum's comp. to blog.
errrrrrrr, it sucks seriously. no need to elaborate \:

i tried printing out slides just now, i printed Chem. Atomic Structures and the MS Docs. for Bio.
nothing else, scared to print alrdy.
the Chem. one is only 20+ pages and its friggin thick?! wasting paper and precious ink ):
heh. sigh stupid tablet better come home soooooooooon.

and im using Windows Messenger to chat la.. how dinosaur aged is that.
but nvm. least i got something.

im worried for Bio and Geog tests, AND A MATH.
today Miss. A did the A Math paper thing, omg my basics i dont even get luh.
howhowhowhowhow! ):
kalyn's peaut butter and jam sandwich is yummy :D thanks!
today while playing soccer, Mr Lee told me "tessa, did you study for Chem. test or not huh? i expected you to get better. like 20+ at least."
roar sigh. \: i know i didnt study properly luhh. like last minute kinda thing.
sorry to myself. \:
THAT'S WHY IM SCARED FOR BIOLOGY AND GEOGRAPHY. boohoo.

tags!
germaine: yep my throat feels better (:
rachel: HAHA you're scared of cats?! my cat is 100% not scary!
yuki: HAHA, im scared for the tests too. i dno, but the atmosphere of watching the match was nice :D like everyone's reaction:sdamn funny. i sit there laughing at people around me. heh so now soccer means more to me :D WORLD CUP. HAHA.
audrey: i didnt know audrey visits my blog? hmm. hello (:
amanda: :D LNM! the kitty likes to eat my Money Plant too, then he pukes it out. \:
jiahui: jh, flying fcks are merily expressions. they're not a thing, nor an item. -.- heh..
xiangyi: XIANGYI, YOU AND LINDA BULLIED THE KAYA BUN. ): then you bully jiahui too xD
melissa: thanks so much for the honey the other day! :D i drank in class, and it helped make me feel better!

oh yeah.
this morning, my aunty didnt know, but there was a cockcroach in the rice cooker. like under the pot which holds the rice. then she turned on the rice cooker to cook rice luh, but suddenly something smelt damn bad (according to her it smelt worse than your own shit.). she went to check, black burnt crispy cockcroach in the rice cooker.
so when i came home, she told me and she told me other stories of how she keeps squashing bugs by accident, including lizards. and she shows me body prints of lizards she squished. yuck ):

band........... omg. i had some shit headache, then we started playing loud loud DPD, and my head felt like it was gonna split like a watermelon.
and there was this bite mark on my lip, i didnt know la but it was bleeding when i was playing. sigh painful \:

well, goodbye. (:
one day, probably thursday, i'm going to have to bring seven long green IKEA snakes to school.
who wants to carry for me?

I HATE THE NEW E MATH TEACHER.
i'd never thought i'd say this, but i want Mountain Toad back.

tablet screwed.

2007-01-29T22:50:00.000-08:00

my tablet is screwed.
i think the mechanism is spoilt, like the tablet overheated or something?
so nowwwwwww.........
i wont be online for i dont know how long.
and i wont update [:
bye people!

sigh i hope the repair cost doesnt cost that much.
my dad said we wouldnt have to pay, cus of some policy thing.
hopefully? if not he'll kill me ):

sigh scared for all the upcoming tests.

school sucks.

2007-01-28T21:16:00.000-08:00

sigh, damn sian now.
its Social Studies. \:
Biology next.

i should be the only one handing up Chinese Zuo Ye tomorrow, when i'm meant to hand it up today.
when Chinese Rep. went around collecting, a lot of people hand up alrdy ):

my head hurts.
it hurts when i cough.
it hurts when i blow through my stupid blocked nose.
rarrrrrrrr................... D: sigh.

i screwed Chem. test.
didnt know how to do relative molecular mass and distillation model?
wtff la.
a lot of tests to study for ): sigh. how to study properly, for all you know i wont study some stupid diagram again then it'll come out for the test. \:

she's here. i'll continue my depressing story later. bye.

happy birthday wen!

2007-01-28T08:20:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEN! :D
may you have many more happy birthdays to come.
i hope you liked the presents! :D

wennnnnnnnnnnnn had Coffee Bean chocolate cake for her birthday :D
it was darnn chocolatey!
the box was so huge, i thought it was a huge cake.
it wasn't THAT big, but big enough :D

DAMN BUSY, FUCK.

2007-01-28T06:38:00.000-08:00

how cute (:

okay, im officially dying.
my nose is giving me headaches, -snifffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff x 1 000 000.
my cough has more or less turned into a dry cough.
i've got the sniffles! *sings*
you know that song, i've got the power?

wen's party was fineeeeeee [:
haha met her friends and all.
hope you like your presents!

YOU KNOW, THERE'S CHEMISTRY TEST TOMORROW.
ITS LIKE, 10.40PM NOW.
AND I HAVENT STUDIED, AT ALL.
i swear, at all. nothing started.
tell me how dead-ded i am?

plus all the 3 more upcoming tests? omg ):

this whole weekend, i went out every day.
whats happening to me, im not the mugger i used to be \:
(which is bad, considering i wasnt much of a mugger anyway.)

today i went to PS, People's Park (which is friggin crowded) and Tiong.. and The Picture House.
People's Park is really cool, there's this shoe shop which sells SO MANY shoes, i swear.
a lot of them i havent seen before.
and they also have all those i've seen before. really its cramped to the roof.
Carls. Jnr. is so yummy [: Tiong waffles are so yummy [:
Picture House has cool shops (:

OMG DIESXZSXZSXZ IM SO BUSY. D:
BUT I GOT NO MOOD TO DO WORK. DAMN.
-blows nose, sniff.

please, please dear parents of mine, can you go away? PLEASE?
you're pissing me off really badly.
f-ing annoying.

SINGAPORE VS. MALAYSIA, WE WON! PENALTIES, 5-4. :D

2007-01-27T08:52:00.000-08:00

flying f-cks! (there really were a lot of flying f-cks at the National Stadium)
SINGAPORE WON! 5-4 !
PENALTYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY :D
Lionel Lewis finallyyyyy managed to predict where the ball was going to land [:

WHOOHOO. :D
hahaha it was sooooooooooo fun to watch!
everyone's reactions are really huge! heh and A LOT of Malay swear words. lol.
went with Uncle, Uncle's friend Adrian, Keith and Jeremy.
aww Jeremy's so small, he's cute. heh.

there was this super vulgar and enthu man sitting beside my uncle, and his voice is temendously loud.
lol its so fun to sit next to him, laugh alot.

aiyar whatever my football fever is over, im sleepy. \:
i still don't get like the rules and regulations of the game though.

its been a wacky day.

2007-01-27T00:00:00.000-08:00

so far, today has been a super damn unlucky bad day.
i just hope it gets better.

in the morning, the doctor was such a waste of time.
i was fucking pissed off.
then i went for band super damn late. and i hardly did anything.
besides like 10minutes of combine, and sectionals.
i dont know what to say. they chased us out of school so i couldnt even polish my tuba.
concert is so soon, SYF is coming, and im worried shitless.
and i left my scores in school. fuck.

well so after that, hitched a ride from JFM to Plaza Sing.
THE SHOP I WANTED TO GO TO WAS CLOSED. \: and i bloody need that thing urgently luhh.
and i was meant to meet BQ, but then i didnt have his phone number! ):
and then he reached at 1.30, i was there much earlier so i waited around but i couldnt find him.
then he didnt call me either. so i went home.
reached home, so i called him, and he was still at PS. D: omg i wna die please ):
im so sorry!
i was meant to pass him tickets, but the tickets were at home. heh.
i guess i'll meet him later before tuition? ): sigh.

walking home, i needed someone to open the gate for me.
this Caucasian guy came along, and he was like "password please!" with that accent.
hurhurr. xD

and halfway going home from PS, my grandmother's maid called.
she asked me to go watch soccer with the gang. haha omg.
and i was like O.o. Singapove vs. Malaysia?! heh.
reached home, called my uncle, so now im going to watch soccer with them after tuition.
heh, random?!

well on the way home, i was on the phone, and i was really happy :D
when i got home, i was on the phone, and i was really happy :D
i guess its fate, heh and marcus is damn stupid, but funny.
happyyyyyyyyyyyy :D heh.

i still have tuition homework to do, and 4 tests to study for next week?
wtf?
heh but so far, today's been really funny.

2007-01-26T23:30:00.000-08:00

so far, today has been a super damn unlucky bad day.
i just hope it gets better.

in the morning, the doctor was such a waste of time.
i was fucking pissed off.
then i went for band super damn late. and i hardly did anything.
besides like 10minutes of combine, and sectionals.
i dont know what to say. they chased us out of school so i couldnt even polish my tuba.
concert is so soon, SYF is coming, and im worried shitless.
and i left my scores in school. fuck.

well so after that, hitched a ride from JFM to Plaza Sing.
THE SHOP I WANTED TO GO TO WAS CLOSED. \: and i bloody need that thing urgently luhh.
and i was meant to meet BQ, but then i didnt have his phone number! ):
and then he reached at 1.30, i was there much earlier so i waited around but i couldnt find him.
then he didnt call me either. so i went home.
reached home, so i called him, and he was still at PS. D: omg i wna die please ):
im so sorry!
i was meant to pass him tickets, but the tickets were at home. heh.
i guess i'll meet him later before tuition? ): sigh.

walking home, i needed someone to open the gate for me.
this Caucasian guy came along, and he was like "password please!" with that accent.
hurhurr. xD

and halfway going home from PS, my grandmother's maid called.
she asked me to go watch soccer with the gang. haha omg.
and i was like O.o. Singapove vs. Malaysia?! heh.
reached home, called my uncle, so now im going to watch soccer with them after tuition.
heh, random?!

when i reached home, i started laughing like mad and screaming over the phone.
happyyyyyyyyyyyy :D heh. its fate i tell you!
and marcus is stupid please, LOL.

i still have tuition homework to do, and 4 tests to study for next week?
wtf?
heh but so far, today's been really funny.

pussymeow [:

2007-01-26T10:01:00.000-08:00

i always scold him for sleeping INSIDE my bag.
so now, he sleeps around it! :D

look closely, you see this blueish patch on his fur around his neck?
(okay, chest, not neck. he doesn't really have a very visible neck? fatcat.)
that's what he gets from sleeping INSIDE my bag. -.-

i hope yuki comes back soon.

2007-01-26T07:23:00.000-08:00

Get Well Soon yuki, come back to school! ):
and you know, even though i went for Chem lesson, i still dont understand.

i didn't want to go for school this morning.
after school, the Clique met up at Claudia's house.
me, RY and Claudia ate Lemon Chicken!
we played at the pool [: then we all got pushed in except RY and Claudia!
hahaha so we were friggin' wet, and we went up to the house and lay all our wet shorts on the floor to blow dry.

they stank.

heh.
pictures on.. monday?

my throat still hurts. \:

From Germaine's blog: www.alpine-passion.blogspot.com
1. mountain toad's daily contemplation:"you don't wait till i track before you submit your homework. you submit before the explosion." i have no idea what she's talking about. wasting so much time scolding and she doesn't even teach properly.

2. denise ong eats like a pig. but she's freaking scrawny.

I Agree, 100%.
its funny to read about the nonsensical stuff that Mountain Toad say, that i don't have any memory of.
guess i don't pay attention when she's scolding all of us.
why is denise so scrawny?

howhowhowhowhow im scared, so super busy.
friday's already practically gone.
saturday: band, then meet BQ for lunch and present hunting? then TUITION?
sunday: the birthday party! and hello joshua, when am i meeing you. \:
next week: Chemstry, Geography, Biology, A MATHS (?!?!) TESTS !!!

-faint.

D:

2007-01-25T06:37:00.000-08:00

okay....... cannot tahan.
throat really very pain. ):
my mother made lemon honey for me, but it leaves a horrid aftertaste. yuck.
and it's difficult to swallow. \:
-chokes on vitamin C tablet.

actually quite fun also.
maybe i won't talk for a while :D